tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57665032009-09-10T08:17:21.741-05:00sneaking quietly in by the side doori usually mean itznoreply@blogger.comBlogger91125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1090510087383153212004-07-22T09:11:00.000-05:002004-12-16T19:33:51.956-06:00so yesterday i was up at 7:00 amwith m. and m. had breakfast, took 100 mg luvox and 40 mg of geodon and 150 mg of wellbutrin. breakfast was slimfast bread and milk for the fat the geodon really sedated me so i was back to sleep at 8 when they left. i got up again at 10 am don't recall anything except my hand tremor was better at 8 but by 10 it was a little worse, and i had loud ringing in my znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1073348623735052662004-01-05T18:23:00.000-06:002004-12-16T19:35:17.616-06:00jeepers, all those smiling reporters in paper 3d glasses look great what a cool way to start off the new year - color steroscopic 360 degree panoramas of the red planet also, get this, sharon has ordered some jewish settlements withdrawn maybe this whole mars thing is just gonna bring us all together znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1072074637946715962003-12-22T00:30:00.000-06:002003-12-22T00:31:34.700-06:00my shopping marathon only lasted four hours, but it exhausted me and brought the taliban rash back. in the last year i have gone to a mall fewer times than i have fingers on one hand, so it is not suprising that the manic den of sea sick acid trip consumption glut was a little overwhelming... it was like being in a food processer with dior parfum blahnik stiletto balerina pink on every other znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1071993413297781312003-12-21T01:56:00.000-06:002004-07-02T22:56:22.200-05:00s.o.s i have no internet connection. i royally fucked up windows and wiped everything out. i am writing this on the wordpad, which in and of itself is a good thing - no pesky capitalizations and no having to press enter at odd intervals to prevent my text from being one impossibly long line. i can't get into my isp at ut for some weird reason, and the its help desk is closed for the znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1071722393782496492003-12-17T22:39:00.000-06:002004-07-02T22:32:30.080-05:00i feel like i should have a little ticker-tape parade for myself 'cause hooray! i'm not depressed anymore (tubas and trombones with majorette high stepping out front!) i believe that i owe this newfound normalcy to the *ding *ding (you guessed it) chemicals in my brain...lord knows i'm augmenting them enough. really, it would be a stupendous feat to remain depressed on the drugs i am taking znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1071517303462933682003-12-15T13:41:00.000-06:002003-12-17T21:42:36.013-06:00also - i have made the temporary decision to remove the links to the bloggers i know who set me to writing my own. if you want to read them, then you'll have to wade through the austin bloggers ring, which you will find linked at the bottom of the sidebar at this time, and follow the links found on the pages therein and so on. i realized today by following links that many of the best people iznoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1071515617821146772003-12-15T13:13:00.000-06:002003-12-15T13:46:54.560-06:00of course, i see that the most prominent american leftist rags i read have had nothing but the obvious to say in the immediate day following the announcement of s.h.'s capture. not anything insightful or unexpected. i'm disappointed but not surprised - i mean, of course they have to say things like, this is not something that is as celebrated by the entire 'arab street' as it is in iraq sinceznoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1071452021680689652003-12-14T19:33:00.000-06:002003-12-14T19:34:31.373-06:00articleznoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1071447582927230582003-12-14T18:19:00.000-06:002003-12-14T18:20:32.700-06:00ohmahgod i just realized i haven't posted anything in over a week. it's really too bad, because things have been interesting and things have been looking up. this isn't the post for recap, rather just let me say one thing here: whoohooo! ding-dong-the the wicked witch, the witch oh witch, the wicked witch, ding-dong the wicked znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1070657142395239002003-12-05T14:29:00.000-06:002003-12-05T14:46:22.733-06:00took a look at my friend forrest's blog (fwilder.blogspot.com) and am even more envious of his google ad. it says: Related Searches -nafta -revenge -north american free trade agreement -lies -friday -eyes -life -down -we -me how freaking poetic is that? forrest is always cool by accident. it drives me crazy. david's ad, ironically, at the moment is hawking bob woodward's znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1070656478916475122003-12-04T00:19:00.000-06:002003-12-05T19:03:04.873-06:00whoops. i may never learn. i lost another entry because i typed it on the blogger page instead of the notepad. i can't type in word because it starts right off the bat with the capitalizing and the underlining which is not only irritating but asthetically inconsistent and we can't have that. i did realize today that just because i made a new and prettier template color scheme does not mean znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1070510341504945332003-12-03T21:59:00.000-06:002003-12-05T19:07:43.310-06:00hmm. saw dr. s today. this is the first time in weeks and weeks and weeks that he has said, "lets meet in ten days or two weeks" instead of "a week." really, i could not think higher of a doctor than i do of him. because my insurance company sends me statements even when i owe nothing, i see that he accepts their denial of his usual fee, so i pay a deeply discounted amount. thank goodness znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1070505463776893182003-12-03T20:37:00.000-06:002003-12-03T20:38:22.623-06:00just a minute, i'm not ready to commitznoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1070167299913676562003-11-29T22:41:00.000-06:002003-11-29T22:48:33.200-06:00i forgot to mention the highlight of my holiday...my in-laws bought "finding nemo" on dvd, and m., michael, and i watched it for the first time. this is now in my top 5 kids' movies of all time favorites. m. was screaming during the scary parts, literally jumping up and down on the couch, totally rapt the entire way through. we must have watched it five times, and i still haven't had enough ofznoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1070162478369115382003-11-29T21:21:00.000-06:002003-11-29T21:21:53.403-06:00ok this by naomi kline, author of "no logo" on the ftaa protests, the most articulate sum-up of what seems the most important of the issues to me; i will post pictures later when i can figure which ones deserve the space best: In December, 1990, U.S. President George Bush Sr. travelled through South America to sell the continent on a bold new dream: "a free-trade system that links all of the znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1070158274477539302003-11-29T20:11:00.000-06:002003-11-29T22:44:35.263-06:00home again home again jiggedy jigg. i just realized: i still hate dallas. there is something wrong with the air. and that wind - dallas/ft. worth is actually windier than chicago...and i hate wind. well, a little wind is nice, say 10-20 mph, to cool you down or fly your kite, but that gale force shit is way too much. i'm neither fond of my own hair blinding me and sticking to my lipgloss znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1070063120018853342003-11-28T17:45:00.000-06:002003-11-28T17:45:53.750-06:00it's friday and i'm at michael's parents' house in dallas. they left for houston this morning at around 7, when michael, m., and michael's brother david and i were still asleep. so the house is all ours and i spent the day sleeping. we took my dad out to the black eyed pea for lunch yesterday and had thanksgiving dinner late last night at michael's uncle's new house. i gorged myself and even znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1069647019369983212003-11-23T22:10:00.000-06:002003-11-23T22:10:48.593-06:00i feel laughably self-obsessed for writing about my moods, which is a pretty good indication of my current state. i am so easily irritated i can only stand to be in my own skin (which has that horrible stress rash as bad as it's ever been at the highest anxiety level i've ever had - i'm considering going to a dermatologist even though i know it's stress induced, it's a horrible pestilence to me)znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1069556712891647092003-11-22T21:05:00.000-06:002003-11-22T21:05:41.153-06:00eh. i see that last wednesday i wrote that everything was interesting to me except what i'm supposed to be focused on. well, that has pretty much gone with the breeze. now i have very, very, very little interest in anything. so don't bother me. i am glad that i am bothered, though. if it weren't for my people i love being around (even perry showed back up) i would go stark raving mad. i'm znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1069301097786232672003-11-19T22:04:00.000-06:002003-12-05T19:13:50.763-06:00sheesh. everything is interesting to me except what i'm supposed to be focused on. i did finally get some things accomplished today, but overall i'm stuck in flake city. but the oil in the car is changed and the tires are rotated and the engine tuned, Hey. i showed up at dr. s's office at 10:20, thinking that i was twenty minutes late. i apologized, we sat down, and he said, no, don't worryznoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1069222813305894422003-11-19T00:20:00.000-06:002003-11-19T00:20:37.543-06:00wow. people in florida are doing me proud so far, that is... the early kids who "fit the profile", i.e. young, white (no tans here), upper middle class, rag doll clothes, tattoos, piercings, and trendy activist friendly hair - have been systematically detained by the police and have behaved themselves nicely as they have gone about leafletting and flyering the community. the ftaa indymedia znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1069128068463799262003-11-17T22:01:00.000-06:002003-11-17T22:01:31.903-06:00messing with the color scheme here...znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1069043087732443912003-11-16T22:24:00.000-06:002003-11-17T01:59:52.966-06:00yeegads...it's already bedtime but i'm enthralled by learning html...znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1068882898093473482003-11-15T01:54:00.000-06:002003-11-15T01:55:18.826-06:00i canNOT believe how late it is. i've been reading for the past 3 hours about FTAA related stuff. here's my favorite item i canNOT believe how perry is still silent. i'm beginning to wonder if something isn't seriously wrong. i'll hold off searching the san angelo obituaries for now and guess that he's not accessing the net for some reason or other. that or he's still pissed at me about an znoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5766503.post-1068769877057954412003-11-13T18:31:00.000-06:002003-11-13T18:33:19.436-06:00woo hoo! and in other news: losing hearts and minds the security at the ftaa meetings is going to make things as miserable as possible for the protesters. this is ridiculous. what pisses me off more than anything is that our taxpayer dollars - 8.5 million of them- were earmarked and buried in the multibillion dollar congressional fund for Iraq SPECIFICALLY FOR SECURITY AT THE FTAA MEETINGS.znoreply@blogger.com